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Sunday, August 16, 2009

~CONTRIBUTIONS TO MY ELEMENT~

Earth is said what I am,not realising my core.The greens you see seems too intimidating to the eyes forgetting what I contain,forgetting what I did behind scenes.You walk on me,you went through life on me.I’m observant enough to see all the things happening even though you are killing me.I guarded you with a layer of various gases to protect from the effects of the lifes beyond us,yet you chose to deplete it.I bestowed you the top layer of my builts,yet you chose to drill into me.I see you humans killing your own kind through the greying atmosphere of your pollution.How ruthless you humans can get.This would just end with me bursting out my core,through my mantel and up on the surface on my crust.I will see you run,trying to escape the fate they stated.They call me mother nature,I create the lifes you see and kill the ones I find wrong.Adding up for the best of my creation and you.Try appreciating the things Earth has done and not create a fire to the beautiful creations I’ve made.You would just suffer from your own start.Answer my call.


11:10 AM

Sunday, August 9, 2009

~VACCINE~

Vaccine after vaccine you get,them vaccine failed to restore your awareness.Awareness of what living truly means.Choosing to remain asleep instead of being concious is a choice you’ve decide.Flying away and wasting time thinking its better of this way is just selfish of you.Things aren’t as simple as you might think it is,the more you drift away,the more those feeling fades away coming from my party.You know what things are trying to imply on you,still choosing to stick to your decisions are your main emphasis.My,my.We’ve came to a point where things are at its peak.I lowered down my head to see how things are on your side.Silent is all I get coming in the midst of your suffocation.Things are changing and you’re fine living with it.As the last vial of vaccine runs through your stream of vessels,the results are still too vague to be assure of.I came to a point when I’ve had it when it only takes faith to believe things are still on track.Reassure me when it's been changed and not be what you used to,things will just add up to where we’ve stepped on before.I’ll try another shot of vaccine.Get yourself ready to be awake this time.


3:30 AM

Friday, July 24, 2009

~MEANINGS FROM THE COLOURS OF A RAINBOW~

Thinking back from what’s past,I don’t think it is here in present.Leaving chills that trails us back from the unknown,I dare to admit that things are still vague.What i saw through the reflections of the silver spoon,is that wars are still left untouched for peace and that time truly does go by that fast.As I stared back into the blank space,the only thing I could lay my finger on was “everything” that had to be done to keep it at peace,and for the knowledge crafted from thee Almighty is there for us to use and realign those words that fails to be heeded.I’m not a bigot that stays and listen to you,neither I am an enemy that forsake the actions that is coming my way.Alliances are meant to be placed side by side,not realising things are climbing to it’s peak.Will the actions of a beast create a holocaust that ends everything,or will it change the life of a living?We have those duplicates that needs to be tamed,but we have to rejoice from what is left dead.Read back the chapters of this life diary,then find those words you find a little eerie.You will then see the brightness on the other side,than laying down here with so little by your side.Think again and open up the bottled feelings you had over the judgements of life.While your mind narrows down,don't ever drown in the feelings of your assumption.


9:45 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009

~TILL WE SAY,TRUST~

Solaroid out of diamond glasses,

shattered to dust in fine pieces,

ranging in a big distance,

envy till successesion it passes.

reminiscing of the future races,

places that is out of bound to all in dresses,

racing go carts to the peak of everest.

Layers of those incarnated,

in the veins there lies hidden traces,

locked on the previous sight,

back to future isn't your own delight?

Fine pieces of shattered fragments,

there lie a face of a thousand angels.

where every angle is duplicated to it’s software,

you see her stare in it’s seductive lair.

Fame is a just a pathway to seek glory,

another word added in till it changes into a story.

So lay a hand on the others to see,

where you care for others than it’s obviously seen.

Tamed from child to an adult of your own,

this attitude isn’t working for the life of it’s master.

Travel to an unwinded road,your cried for hunger.

Things you see can’t really be bothered to read,

to live is your goal till it came to a peak.

but isn’t fame what you seek?

Ready for directions in a place to ponder,

places of sacrificion is the way to wonder.

Back to reality I bring you,

don’t go back to the past I plead to.

Cold shoulders of the next century,

will you leave those bold history?

Places we glide through in the midnight skies,

I shall embrace this life for the sake of trust.

Heard from the winds that are blowing,

whispers of those that are killing.

Remember dust,im finer in words than those you’ve said.

I’m a miracle to those of thee undead.

Heading for a roller coaster ride,

we flew away in my red carpet.

Till we go through thick and thins,

that is all my imaginations for all I know.

Fly away to the outer space,

till we meet when it is safe.



7:40 PM

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

~WHEN SOMETHING HIGH GOES LOW~

Blame parents for putting this together,

blame the bishop for making this all a prayer,

and blame yourself for putting this into a big situation.

Mirror yourself and back again for assurance.

Feeling vague won't help in denying you are someone not like us,humans.

Catching a prey is that easy,

and feeling innocent is alil teasy.

Soo much for your own guilt,

i can't see right through it.

Play me something cold and bold,

make it so bold that it would just cut right through you,blood.

As we hold hands together,can i assume we are one?

Being in the 3rd position is the most i could hold.

Playing along with this game of life is just a gamble of 6,6 and 6.

Remember blood,that i could turn you black.

Repeat the same steps again and you'll see yourself back in silence.

When these silence beat again,

we will be one.

Go on,make me high.

I DARE YOU TO.


7:23 AM

Friday, December 5, 2008

~THIS SIDE OF THE LAIR~

What's life like on the other side of the road,

seeing it feelingless or bold and so.

Changing into a new coat each day,

trying to proclaim your own survey.

It's a new day,a new beginning,

ruined by the rainy day.

Living in this cold house,

shaving that beard all day.

Place a heart on this living souls,

cuz one flew to a sacred hold.

Another bitter kills this heart of ours,

another killed by those bitter howls.

I'm not just another mannequin,

that kills to live in this heart of paladins.

Raise the curtain as the show just begun,

playing a mannequin that i just haunt.

A string cut loose,another fallen man,

it's no longer a deal,he's on the lamppost stand.

Craving for loose,you're struggling your own strand,

pleading in tears,whose this mystery man?

I am him,her and ours,

you're nothing but just following the vows.

I am here and you are there,

What does it feel like on the other side of the lair?


6:34 AM

Saturday, November 29, 2008

~WHEN I CALL YOU~

What's causing these pillars to fall,

for every footstep laid is just another failure attempt.

Regarding to my sins for my overly dying body,

is just reminiscing its nightmare.


Killing those paladin and the youthful knights,

protecting the queen that is lacking her light.

Playing with suicide notes,

you giggled in tears.

Spinning in circles and tormented in pins,

you're the inevitable creature.

It bleeds to know of the fact,

but you're killing dreams for the hope of future.

You're playing with words,

typing it in vanity of your own kind.

Play this heart and torment me again,

see the results and the deal of pain.

Just leave the night blank and paint a scenery of it,

leaving the moon blue and the flowers are red.

Recovering from your old past,

I'm your new light.

Cleansing your sins,

you're afraid of the dark.


12:49 PM