Sunday, April 27, 2008
~CRIES MY HEART OF LOVE~
Why am i afraid ?
As the days goes by,
I'm still just a mannequin.
The life after that never heals,
the beans that forgotten to sprout,
and the flower that fails to bloom.
The petals slowly withers and thats the end of an early day.
This heart aches and this love to you shakes.
Knowing the truth from the fact,
the skies that used to be blue,
turned so gloom eversince you went away.
This heart that rumbles for you,
and those eyes that seduced deep in me,just kills me.
Lets carve our names deeply on the oak tree.
From the heart,i bow to you,My love.
But the sun sets too soon for us to get better.
This long past midnight,i looked right through the full moon,
you shined in me and it never felt like this before.
Lets have one last kiss,
and together we go our paths?
I'm confused over life in this way.
I cried for you but i'm too afraid to tell you.
Maybe the best way is to forget you,
or shall we continue the fight under this full moon.
This feelings changed and this heart still aches.
Help me again,please.
I'm drowning in sober and living in misery.
This darkness prevails to go and this light just wont let you in.
I felt so numb inside,this bitter rain falls again.
Tears,tears,tears.
That is when i said i love you.
I will never fail to forget you,
i will always fail to get you,
But will i loose you?
Regardless of summer or winter,
i will wait for you.
I love you,but do you realise it.
I can no longer stand up on my own,
Why is this feeling so hard to leave,
Just fly away as this heart Enraptured to pieces.
This bitter smile, your sweet smile,
Once again,i love you.
For i did my will,
till i cherished everything in you,
you're My Dark Angel.
12:47 AM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
~UNDEFINED LOVE~
Knowing that you love someone but the fact that the person doesn't love you back is getting common these days.Seeing them outside,chatting with them on the phone or online on your massenger,just feeling excited that you are able to hear their voice or at least see their picture just never failed to melt you down.Thinking that you are one step closer to them each time,but is it all true?What are they thinking?Or feel towards you?That lies in each individual itself,Whether feeling the same way towards you,mixed feelings or just as friends?Its just too complicated.And when they started talking about their previous relationship(s) all the time,not knowing that you felt very dissapointed or just hurt because the main focus is not on you.Trying your best to advice them just to see them smile or calmed.Love is not a simple thing to express.It is Undefined and can't be put in words but to feel it for individual self.Whenever you're in love,its the best thing you ever felt or the worst this that can happen in life.As love is sweet,i does kill too.To the extent of death or the extend of till death do us apart.You feel secured or loved or even feel there is a purpose to live afterall.Making contacts to know that you are loved every minute,every second and knowing they are thinking of you.Don't you just feel the excitement everytime they call or texted you?I don't know myself how perfect God is to make us feel this way but its just the greatest thing happened or the worst?I'm not trying to prove that what i'm saying is true but lets just reflect back,as love is Undefined.
12:46 AM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
~A BEAUTIFUL GOODBYE~
this plea i laid,
those memories i cherished.
The times of us together,
just brought me back like a fairy tale.
The same old rainy days.
Am i afraid of the truth?
Just like the clashing waves,
this bitter i felt again.
Numb inside,
as this body lay frozen back to epic times.
Help me get this over with,
this scent i still sniff.
Is it just an imagination,or just another creation?
Nomore as i wake from this perfect dream.
An abandoned hope,
an unforgiven sin,
i came silently in love.
This tears,just like those rainy days.
This blood razored pins,
this thread slitting silk,
is just on the peak of its cut.
Should it be suprising when all those time just turns out to be like this?
One last kiss and lets start from the top.
Hello again my lady love,
for you i breathe,
for you i beat.
A beautiful goodbye,
No More Waits.
12:45 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
~ME MY ENEMY~
Rage,anger,hatred,pain.
In i glow like a dancing hurricane.
The red vial gushes thorugh my veins,a war started.
Lost of self concious.
Who am I?I am me.
Lay on me as we merge together as one.
The thousand nerves that brings me again to war.
Forsake this darkness as anger rushing in me.
Hear my plea and rest my tears,
forever i bleed and let this heart scream.
This dimension can't be save.
I'm at my own war.
The hidden truth from all the lies,
concur that pride and ahead to strike.
Eyes of unveiling torments killing slowly while this ego helps me last.
Helpless i get,i gesture a lost.
The north that never lies and the truth that prevails to die.
I stood up high and slits the ash,
as wind blows,shadows vanishing into light,
I know i've won my game called war
12:43 AM
Monday, April 7, 2008
~I'M YOUR HERO~
Your presence left me mesmerizing you.
Your eyes is like the moon that blooms at night.
This memory is full of you and the silky hair of yours smells like the flowers that blooms in my heart.
I just can’t let you go now cuz you are the only one for me.
Is it this hard for me to tell you that I Love You?
I dont know,i felt like a hero when your head lies by my shoulder.
I Love You,and thats just it.
The world is mine whenever you kiss me,
and during those rainy days,
You are the one who held an umbrella on me.
You’re just like an angel that can’t be put in words.
Those seducing eyes that never failed to capture my heart,
and the cloud seems so gloom even you’re just a hearbeat away.
Lets just say i’m in love with you.
Baby,tell me when we reach paradise please?
Im your Hero,and you’re my Heroin.
The never ending fantasy between us.
I LOVE YOU.
12:42 AM
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
I came to you but the clouds turned so gloom.
I came knocking onto your door once upon a time,
but you glanced over and went away.
Is this heart meant to be black on you?
Im just an angel forseeking my truth.
The shadow casts over this puddle of water,
you ran and stepped on it.
The senseless ego have risen at last.
Faking the truth from all the lies,
im not just a mannequin that just fall and dies.
I heard the pulse in you but you seemed soo far.
Read my heart out loud and tell me that its meant to be.
Don’t you realise faith is between us?
Your shadow came and you’re not in me.
I tried calling you but you were too far,
washed away by the heavy tides.
I cried my lungs out but you weren’t there.
This is what you missed in me.
The potrait of me hanging in your dark room,
There is still holes in this room of yours.
12:40 AM
