And When The Sky That Used To Be Blue,Turned Dark Finally.

Contributions to my element.

2009-08-16T11:10:00.001-07:00

~CONTRIBUTIONS TO MY ELEMENT~

Earth is said what I am,not realising my core.The greens you see seems too intimidating to the eyes forgetting what I contain,forgetting what I did behind scenes.You walk on me,you went through life on me.I’m observant enough to see all the things happening even though you are killing me.I guarded you with a layer of various gases to protect from the effects of the lifes beyond us,yet you chose to deplete it.I bestowed you the top layer of my builts,yet you chose to drill into me.I see you humans killing your own kind through the greying atmosphere of your pollution.How ruthless you humans can get.This would just end with me bursting out my core,through my mantel and up on the surface on my crust.I will see you run,trying to escape the fate they stated.They call me mother nature,I create the lifes you see and kill the ones I find wrong.Adding up for the best of my creation and you.Try appreciating the things Earth has done and not create a fire to the beautiful creations I’ve made.You would just suffer from your own start.Answer my call.

Vaccine

2009-08-09T03:30:00.000-07:00

~VACCINE~

Vaccine after vaccine you get,them vaccine failed to restore your awareness.Awareness of what living truly means.Choosing to remain asleep instead of being concious is a choice you’ve decide.Flying away and wasting time thinking its better of this way is just selfish of you.Things aren’t as simple as you might think it is,the more you drift away,the more those feeling fades away coming from my party.You know what things are trying to imply on you,still choosing to stick to your decisions are your main emphasis.My,my.We’ve came to a point where things are at its peak.I lowered down my head to see how things are on your side.Silent is all I get coming in the midst of your suffocation.Things are changing and you’re fine living with it.As the last vial of vaccine runs through your stream of vessels,the results are still too vague to be assure of.I came to a point when I’ve had it when it only takes faith to believe things are still on track.Reassure me when it's been changed and not be what you used to,things will just add up to where we’ve stepped on before.I’ll try another shot of vaccine.Get yourself ready to be awake this time.

Meanings from the Colours of a Rainbow.

2009-07-24T21:45:00.000-07:00

~MEANINGS FROM THE COLOURS OF A RAINBOW~

Thinking back from what’s past,I don’t think it is here in present.Leaving chills that trails us back from the unknown,I dare to admit that things are still vague.What i saw through the reflections of the silver spoon,is that wars are still left untouched for peace and that time truly does go by that fast.As I stared back into the blank space,the only thing I could lay my finger on was “everything” that had to be done to keep it at peace,and for the knowledge crafted from thee Almighty is there for us to use and realign those words that fails to be heeded.I’m not a bigot that stays and listen to you,neither I am an enemy that forsake the actions that is coming my way.Alliances are meant to be placed side by side,not realising things are climbing to it’s peak.Will the actions of a beast create a holocaust that ends everything,or will it change the life of a living?We have those duplicates that needs to be tamed,but we have to rejoice from what is left dead.Read back the chapters of this life diary,then find those words you find a little eerie.You will then see the brightness on the other side,than laying down here with so little by your side.Think again and open up the bottled feelings you had over the judgements of life.While your mind narrows down,don't ever drown in the feelings of your assumption.

Till we say,Trust.

2009-07-10T19:40:00.000-07:00

~TILL WE SAY,TRUST~

Solaroid out of diamond glasses,

shattered to dust in fine pieces,

ranging in a big distance,

envy till successesion it passes.

reminiscing of the future races,

places that is out of bound to all in dresses,

racing go carts to the peak of everest.

Layers of those incarnated,

in the veins there lies hidden traces,

locked on the previous sight,

back to future isn't your own delight?

Fine pieces of shattered fragments,

there lie a face of a thousand angels.

where every angle is duplicated to it’s software,

you see her stare in it’s seductive lair.

Fame is a just a pathway to seek glory,

another word added in till it changes into a story.

So lay a hand on the others to see,

where you care for others than it’s obviously seen.

Tamed from child to an adult of your own,

this attitude isn’t working for the life of it’s master.

Travel to an unwinded road,your cried for hunger.

Things you see can’t really be bothered to read,

to live is your goal till it came to a peak.

but isn’t fame what you seek?

Ready for directions in a place to ponder,

places of sacrificion is the way to wonder.

Back to reality I bring you,

don’t go back to the past I plead to.

Cold shoulders of the next century,

will you leave those bold history?

Places we glide through in the midnight skies,

I shall embrace this life for the sake of trust.

Heard from the winds that are blowing,

whispers of those that are killing.

Remember dust,im finer in words than those you’ve said.

I’m a miracle to those of thee undead.

Heading for a roller coaster ride,

we flew away in my red carpet.

Till we go through thick and thins,

that is all my imaginations for all I know.

Fly away to the outer space,

till we meet when it is safe.

WHEN SOMETHING HIGH GOES LOW

2009-04-01T07:23:00.000-07:00

~WHEN SOMETHING HIGH GOES LOW~

Blame parents for putting this together,

blame the bishop for making this all a prayer,

and blame yourself for putting this into a big situation.

Mirror yourself and back again for assurance.

Feeling vague won't help in denying you are someone not like us,humans.

Catching a prey is that easy,

and feeling innocent is alil teasy.

Soo much for your own guilt,

i can't see right through it.

Play me something cold and bold,

make it so bold that it would just cut right through you,blood.

As we hold hands together,can i assume we are one?

Being in the 3rd position is the most i could hold.

Playing along with this game of life is just a gamble of 6,6 and 6.

Remember blood,that i could turn you black.

Repeat the same steps again and you'll see yourself back in silence.

When these silence beat again,

we will be one.

Go on,make me high.

I DARE YOU TO.

This Side Of The Lair

2008-12-05T06:34:00.000-08:00

~THIS SIDE OF THE LAIR~

What's life like on the other side of the road,

seeing it feelingless or bold and so.

Changing into a new coat each day,

trying to proclaim your own survey.

It's a new day,a new beginning,

ruined by the rainy day.

Living in this cold house,

shaving that beard all day.

Place a heart on this living souls,

cuz one flew to a sacred hold.

Another bitter kills this heart of ours,

another killed by those bitter howls.

I'm not just another mannequin,

that kills to live in this heart of paladins.

Raise the curtain as the show just begun,

playing a mannequin that i just haunt.

A string cut loose,another fallen man,

it's no longer a deal,he's on the lamppost stand.

Craving for loose,you're struggling your own strand,

pleading in tears,whose this mystery man?

I am him,her and ours,

you're nothing but just following the vows.

I am here and you are there,

What does it feel like on the other side of the lair?

WHEN I CALL YOU

2008-11-29T12:49:00.000-08:00

~WHEN I CALL YOU~

What's causing these pillars to fall,

for every footstep laid is just another failure attempt.

Regarding to my sins for my overly dying body,

is just reminiscing its nightmare.

Killing those paladin and the youthful knights,

protecting the queen that is lacking her light.

Playing with suicide notes,

you giggled in tears.

Spinning in circles and tormented in pins,

you're the inevitable creature.

It bleeds to know of the fact,

but you're killing dreams for the hope of future.

You're playing with words,

typing it in vanity of your own kind.

Play this heart and torment me again,

see the results and the deal of pain.

Just leave the night blank and paint a scenery of it,

leaving the moon blue and the flowers are red.

Recovering from your old past,

I'm your new light.

Cleansing your sins,

you're afraid of the dark.

What's In Your Life Dictionary

2008-11-25T23:44:00.000-08:00

~WHATS IN YOUR LIFE DICTIONARY~

Fearing of the pain that you felt awhile ago,

unassure of the rain thats pouring in my present ego.

Plead for thirst,my living suffer.

Killing and cannibalising each other,

for the survival of my own killer.

This assasination ain't another victory,

you've been gone since the growing oak tree.

Protecting our pendant in my heart,

i still believe you're somewhere out there.

Casketing my own lust,this shadow shrank,

written in my own misery is just a waste of ink.

Blood drips from the forehead down,

covered in a bouquet of red roses,

you stood there holding a kryptonite crown.

I've told you this day would come,

you never believed that prediction.

Now look at the mess you've done,

You're a woman of the shallow.

Place a bookmark in your diary,

and look at it again.

Gazing in your own victory,

thats from your own life diary.

What you're not aware of,

that the wolves are coming.

I'm claiming my own victory,

from your only dictionary.

Sincerely,My Love

2008-11-24T07:11:00.000-08:00

~SINCERELY,MY LOVE~

As the sun sets,

everything begins to change.

What i used to call love is beginning to erode.

Putting this heart on a flamed hatchet is calming this body of mine.

I'm not saying that this love is blinded by those lightnings,

just that your words make it blindingly smooth as you think you're in the right.

Wake up love,

i don't forsake my heart to the boundaries that hurt.

Living in your own fears,you're starting to act all leer.

Creating your own lies,

i just stood in silence.

Playing your game,i feel like i'm nothing special to you.

You set your own goals for yourself,i tried to cheer for you.

You're jumping off the peak of the highest cliff,i tried to save you.

Is this plain pride in you already?

For the sake of us,Wake up by my arms love.

I'm not giving up for once nor twice.

We'll see the setting sun just like we used to.

I believe we will be flying in these midnight clouds again.

Sincerely,love.

DEFINATION OF YOUR OWN FEAR

2008-08-05T22:16:00.000-07:00

~DEFINATION OF YOUR OWN FEAR~

What is there to your biggest fear,

and what is there that makes you fall to tears?

Living in your own world of imperfection,

you squeeze the thoughts to slither away,in denial.

Ejecting your biggest dream as not to block that stained lyrics,

bite the symphony of the music,

and see it cracked down the attic.

Rolling down the hill from the highest peak,

you're loosing your way again.

Sarcasm never failed to be part of your game,

your own prudential play.

Lock the lyrics down,try not to read them in tune.

Rinse away those empty smiles and create a doll out of butterflies,

see them fly,scattered like your own lies.

Fill those deed with your own bricks,

away from those tides,your wall has been completed.

A stoned heart like yours.

Indeed i hear,the bell from my castle,

the chimes from heaven yet the rings from hell.

Pick up the call or shall i answer the guest?

Praising your own fears,

living with your pleasing tears.

So much for those glamour and glitz.

The potrayal i saw on my canvas paint,

the painting was strikingly leer,

but those pastels made it so clear.

Knock the door three times and take a step back,

are those roses for thy or its just for thee?

Crawling in nausea,you became unclear.

Those pills isn't enough yet,

for that mind that hears,

indifferent from my own outcast.

"Please them well,they shall treat you well."

"They" in my own words,was the call for me.

Bundles of those ancient scrolls you sell,

not knowing it was from the cheapest cell you have.

Lick that lollipop down into your tummy,

your life ends with a shot of meaningless.

as what you tell is still unclear,

this is the Defination 0f Your 0wn Fear.

Zul's Request.

2008-07-28T08:07:00.000-07:00

~ZUL'S REQUEST~

Look me in the eye and tell me one thing.

When is the world colliding between us?

Living in your concious while i'm confused.

Reading my tear avoiding the ruth.

Blinding by the flashes deep within,

i tried to forget.

Lying with your own Sins,

You lied in cold bold.

We used to be like these nail and skin,

night and day,summer and winter.

You've changed to your black gown.

Write this story on another chapter.

Flip the page once and then turn it back again.

What you see is what you get.

Believe me its true you lied on the summer set.

Plain old tee,you vanished in designs.

I tried to find,you still be erased.

Mother fucker of my confusions,

its your fault.

Stop killing me as i prove you more,

whats the reason of my smile in disguise?

Wheres the missing puzzle to the problem?

It's still missing.

Treat and tell me,

truth from all the lies,

Not running like catching.

Whats the next word?

LETS PLAY THE CATCHING GAME

2008-07-27T07:33:00.000-07:00

~LETS PLAY THE CATCHING GAME~

Fear your death,

The maze in depths.

Putting the pieces together to build a castle.

Letting go of the kite thinking its finally freed.

It's the mind of a child.

Your act clones of one.

You're running away and assuring theres light in every tunnel.

Aren't you aware of the ravens that fly under the moonlight sky?

Plead your fears for the ego in mind.

Your common mistakes,

again and again.

I was there when fall happened.

And now you repeating the same,

forecasting it on me.

Stomp those mud in the puddle,

and light a candle with a match stick,

not your fingers.

I assure to be your shadow.

Look beneath you.

I am you,in black.

For the sun that rises and sets,

theres still light for me to survive.

Tell me how far can you go.

I'm Catching you.

Run faster.

Yourself For A Change Of Dagger

2008-07-15T07:36:00.000-07:00

~YOURSELF FOR A CHANGE OF DAGGER,PLEASE~

Lies of the forgotten truth,

its paid by heroin in glue.

Lies my soul said of thee,

living in its own paper doll.

Ripped of the razor's clan,

black is your new white,

cut open the heart,

and vessels of eternity under its faust.

Painkillers and aspirins lived,

yet slowed down by those drugs.

Those drugs isn't enough,

for the blade that haunts this eternity.

So much for ingredient lies in one bitter pill.

Killed in vengence or rebellation?

I then stood on the patch.

Light up the candle and blow it away,

in shadow you stood,

blood and tasteless.

Nothing anymore,

Shall this cradle show the past of your time?

or shall i see through those heart clear memory?

Read my hands and see what's in the middle.

Greed of your own kind is not expected

but a good one which won't fall for second.

Live in fear,

you stupid mother fucker.

I'll touch the star of yours,

Bow down in the name of your laws.

Greed and lust,

Your normal routine.

I shall erase and replace.

Read what's on your forehead now.

WHAT'S IN A STRANGER'S HEART

2008-07-12T19:05:00.000-07:00

~WHAT'S IN A STRANGER'S HEART~

Your words are deceiving,

with that face they called lust.

Your entity came to presence,

i called it trust.

Eating apples without knowing a stained blood,

you ate me in words for the mercy in disguise.

What i call cast,

yet now beginning a past,

wake your nightmares up,

the starting of my steps.

Try knocking it out,

shall hear the true claps.

Once i told you upon a time,

you said it yet to happen.

At the tip of the pillar,

its a sharp edge.

You made me fall for it,

taunting in husk.

A beginning i entrust is now an ending,

pace your claps and hear the eco.

Walking in darkness,

I shall be your shadow.

Betrayed in lie,

What's in a Stranger's Heart.

Its Those Mirrors I See

2008-07-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

~ITS THOSE MIRRORS I SEE~

Bring Your lust infront of me,

shut those eyes,just bleed and see,

whats left of you is crying to break free,

Making lies just to get of of the salted sea.

What makes you perfect from the others i see,

Is nothing more than your dying deeds.

A million times the mirror breaks,

But still you failed to feel,

Killing in your own doings,

I'm left aside.

Wake up and see what you've done,

Place your heart in the cradle.

Judge me with the potion you're given,

only the sins you've done is what you believe.

Your cries is just a mistake,

because you will see whats becoming of me.

Reading these thoughts making me free,

but i was mistaken it for your lies.

All i have now is cold,

Theres No other time,

You're loosing hope,

And falling dead on the lying Mannequin.

Lets Go Bling

2008-06-26T02:46:00.000-07:00

~LETS GO BLING~

Kill the queen and be the king,

slaughter these vines and make it real.

Slit this wrist and make it bleed,

Seal this hatred and make a deal.

Click on me,

i said to thee,

thou thy thee,

I scream in blee blee blee.

Love like winters,

sprinkles of dust in the air.

Roses on my coffin door,

Venoms spilled on the floor.

Ringing bells,

Stars and shells,

Bling these bills,

Heal these wills.

Make me squeak,

break a wig,

holla me sick,

i call you dick.

Take a step in my world,

and understand that its not just a twirl.

Believe me its true,

Not faking my place in stuck heart glue.

My bride make sins,

i just played Sims,

live those pride up,

and stick to those blues.

High in glue,

you stood in drool,

i growl of saint,

you hurt me with boohoo.

Telling lies of all truths,

i am a sinner with rules.

Lets get brunch and

lets tell a tale,

of the humpty sake,

for being so pale.

You killed me once,

i have to kill you.

Lets roll those dice.

As you are the Prom Queen,

Lets just say i'm the Prom King.

I AM CURSED

2008-05-21T00:52:00.000-07:00

~I AM CURSED~

Bliss my soul and cried me truth,

hurt to my sorrow,my entity went full.

Living in darkness my heart aches to blue,

pain i felt like my evening flu.

Help me past,my sacred lust.

Together i burst,the light in within.

Born to 3, its a 333.

One of all,i am thee.

Arousing those feelings in mind,

i am you,lets cross life.

Scattering leaves of the objects in need,

the 3rd eye of all,and blues go clues.

Reading from within,screaming in your dreams.

Place you heart next to mine.

Aloud shall we embrace and cried of yours to me.

Flavours in the sky agaze in your nightmare fantasies,

i see all in red,tilt your falling head.

Killing in spears,this war ahead.

Just living in fears,is that me on that crate?

Flying silks and moving dishes,

place those tears on those eye that itches.

Corners after corners you jump,

but fall alast at the mirror you turn.

Thats when i saw you,darkness.

Seeing ahead,the past forms my future.

Born in blades,striking those heads.

Tails fall apart and coins scattered in gold,

believing the future,im written in bold.

Stopping the future from in within,

i cried of trust.

This shadows engraved,its just lust.

Pain of souls,this morning breakfast,

bleeding in deed,i fall from first.

And when in greed,

thy thy thy,

Cursed.

REALITY,REALITY,TRAGEDY

2008-05-14T00:53:00.000-07:00

~REALITY,REALITY,TRAGEDY~

Round and around you go again,

Crying in pain from the sadness that felt.

Feeling down from the world's weight,

you broke out from the windows to lost.

Trying to change of whats past for your future,

Away you ran,far away towards the sun.

Wake up from your dreams and watch this reality.

Nothing,but your sober is taking over.

Trying for the best of best,

Still u drown in pain.

What left is remained left,

looking back hurts and making a step hurts.

So what now,what is left in you.

Crying of the late and not accepting the present,

You are lost.

Away you felt from souls around you,

but not accepting the fact there are here to lend to.

Words,time,emotions are just words,

feelings of reality,back to its past.

Wake up again from these dreams of yours,

and towards a path you go to your own words.

Accepting the fact from reality is too hard for you,

but leaving the world far apart is nothing against you.

Ask yourself and away those nightmares go,

Place a heart ontop of the other and see what you'll become.

CRIPTONIDE THY CALL

2008-05-14T00:50:00.000-07:00

~CRIPTONIDE THY CALL~

The cries in the midnight lies unveiled through this broken glass,

awaking nightmares while sleeping inbetween that beautiful room.

Sheperd's lair in the evening stare corrupts till my deadly end.

Rising those fears just to taste what is real tears.

Crying in torments in midnight life,

dying with sweet cherish mice in that evening gown.

Poison she drank and kill the bride,

awaken by the king,

they run for light.

Soon after when veins turned black,she died.

Living in prosper of the castle inwithin,

taming lies for their own unforgotten sins.

Living in his nightmare,he just screamed in pain,

unknowing the fact he is just playing his own game.

Crawling up those wall,crawling down the walls,

he went everywhere just to hide away from devil that prowls.

"I am here" said the king of spades,

together they died in fear,

in their castle that longed to hate.

Clover moon and running groom,

refuging their sins and killing paladins.

Be their mannequin.

My light of which is dark sworned by enemies,

living reaper and hermit healers killing their species,

awaits of the paladin that frozen back to the epic times.

Awakens this light from and out,

and away shall thee cry,

places thy hope for more.

Lost In Thoughts

2008-05-10T00:48:00.000-07:00

~LOST IN THOUGHTS~

Cry me a name of love,

forever to pieces i hope it burst.

Lying in a throne full of roses,

when suddenly thorn slits through this thumb it swollen.

As this dark sky passes through my throne,

a thought of you lingered but everything just seems soo blur.

Why do you think i am here?

Im flying without wings when i fall into that deep pool that traumatised me.

Its just me,i guess.

I've given my best but the call is left hanging.

Answer me,i am here.

Slowly you starting to vanish into that crowd that failed.

Are these words worth for,

were this meant to be,

or are these just sweets?

Candies falling from the skies that grey.

Sweets does charm,

but finding that it kills more than it tastes,

left me speechless,just thoughts.

Pull me away from this nightmare inbetween,

and together on our path we pace.

indulged in trance,

i looked back for a picture.

Trying to find the odd among these black hearts,

i can wait,but not for long.

As these rain pouring in within,

its really just you i have left.

i'll call again,

Answer me this time.

Cries My Heart Of Love

2008-04-27T00:47:00.000-07:00

~CRIES MY HEART OF LOVE~

Why am i afraid ?

As the days goes by,

I'm still just a mannequin.

The life after that never heals,

the beans that forgotten to sprout,

and the flower that fails to bloom.

The petals slowly withers and thats the end of an early day.

This heart aches and this love to you shakes.

Knowing the truth from the fact,

the skies that used to be blue,

turned so gloom eversince you went away.

This heart that rumbles for you,

and those eyes that seduced deep in me,just kills me.

Lets carve our names deeply on the oak tree.

From the heart,i bow to you,My love.

But the sun sets too soon for us to get better.

This long past midnight,i looked right through the full moon,

you shined in me and it never felt like this before.

Lets have one last kiss,

and together we go our paths?

I'm confused over life in this way.

I cried for you but i'm too afraid to tell you.

Maybe the best way is to forget you,

or shall we continue the fight under this full moon.

This feelings changed and this heart still aches.

Help me again,please.

I'm drowning in sober and living in misery.

This darkness prevails to go and this light just wont let you in.

I felt so numb inside,this bitter rain falls again.

Tears,tears,tears.

That is when i said i love you.

I will never fail to forget you,

i will always fail to get you,

But will i loose you?

Regardless of summer or winter,

i will wait for you.

I love you,but do you realise it.

I can no longer stand up on my own,

Why is this feeling so hard to leave,

Just fly away as this heart Enraptured to pieces.

This bitter smile,

your sweet smile,

Once again,i love you.

For i did my will,

till i cherished everything in you,

you're My Dark Angel.

Undefined Love(Not Poem)

2008-04-22T00:46:00.000-07:00

~UNDEFINED LOVE~

Knowing that you love someone but the fact that the person doesn't love you back is getting common these days.Seeing them outside,chatting with them on the phone or online on your massenger,just feeling excited that you are able to hear their voice or at least see their picture just never failed to melt you down.Thinking that you are one step closer to them each time,but is it all true?What are they thinking?Or feel towards you?That lies in each individual itself,Whether feeling the same way towards you,mixed feelings or just as friends?Its just too complicated.And when they started talking about their previous relationship(s) all the time,not knowing that you felt very dissapointed or just hurt because the main focus is not on you.Trying your best to advice them just to see them smile or calmed.Love is not a simple thing to express.It is Undefined and can't be put in words but to feel it for individual self.Whenever you're in love,its the best thing you ever felt or the worst this that can happen in life.As love is sweet,i does kill too.To the extent of death or the extend of till death do us apart.You feel secured or loved or even feel there is a purpose to live afterall.Making contacts to know that you are loved every minute,every second and knowing they are thinking of you.Don't you just feel the excitement everytime they call or texted you?I don't know myself how perfect God is to make us feel this way but its just the greatest thing happened or the worst?I'm not trying to prove that what i'm saying is true but lets just reflect back,as love is Undefined.

A Beautiful Goodbye

2008-04-20T00:45:00.000-07:00

~A BEAUTIFUL GOODBYE~

this plea i laid,

those memories i cherished.

The times of us together,

just brought me back like a fairy tale.

The same old rainy days.

Am i afraid of the truth?

Just like the clashing waves,

this bitter i felt again.

Numb inside,

as this body lay frozen back to epic times.

Help me get this over with,

this scent i still sniff.

Is it just an imagination,or just another creation?

Nomore as i wake from this perfect dream.

An abandoned hope,

an unforgiven sin,

i came silently in love.

This tears,just like those rainy days.

This blood razored pins,

this thread slitting silk,

is just on the peak of its cut.

Should it be suprising when all those time just turns out to be like this?

One last kiss and lets start from the top.

Hello again my lady love,

for you i breathe,

for you i beat.

A beautiful goodbye,

No More Waits.

Me,My Enemy

2008-04-12T00:43:00.000-07:00

~ME MY ENEMY~

Rage,anger,hatred,pain.

In i glow like a dancing hurricane.

The red vial gushes thorugh my veins,a war started.

Lost of self concious.

Who am I?I am me.

Lay on me as we merge together as one.

The thousand nerves that brings me again to war.

Forsake this darkness as anger rushing in me.

Hear my plea and rest my tears,

forever i bleed and let this heart scream.

This dimension can't be save.

I'm at my own war.

The hidden truth from all the lies,

concur that pride and ahead to strike.

Eyes of unveiling torments killing slowly while this ego helps me last.

Helpless i get,i gesture a lost.

The north that never lies and the truth that prevails to die.

I stood up high and slits the ash,

as wind blows,shadows vanishing into light,

I know i've won my game called war

I'm Your Hero

2008-04-07T00:42:00.000-07:00

~I'M YOUR HERO~

Your presence left me mesmerizing you.

Your eyes is like the moon that blooms at night.

This memory is full of you and the silky hair of yours smells like the flowers that blooms in my heart.

I just can’t let you go now cuz you are the only one for me.

Is it this hard for me to tell you that I Love You?

I dont know,i felt like a hero when your head lies by my shoulder.

I Love You,and thats just it.

The world is mine whenever you kiss me,

and during those rainy days,

You are the one who held an umbrella on me.

You’re just like an angel that can’t be put in words.

Those seducing eyes that never failed to capture my heart,

and the cloud seems so gloom even you’re just a hearbeat away.

Lets just say i’m in love with you.

Baby,tell me when we reach paradise please?

Im your Hero,and you’re my Heroin.

The never ending fantasy between us.

I LOVE YOU.

I Know You're Still There

2008-04-01T00:40:00.000-07:00

I came to you but the clouds turned so gloom.

I came knocking onto your door once upon a time,

but you glanced over and went away.

Is this heart meant to be black on you?

Im just an angel forseeking my truth.

The shadow casts over this puddle of water,

you ran and stepped on it.

The senseless ego have risen at last.

Faking the truth from all the lies,

im not just a mannequin that just fall and dies.

I heard the pulse in you but you seemed soo far.

Read my heart out loud and tell me that its meant to be.

Don’t you realise faith is between us?

Your shadow came and you’re not in me.

I tried calling you but you were too far,

washed away by the heavy tides.

I cried my lungs out but you weren’t there.

This is what you missed in me.

The potrait of me hanging in your dark room,

There is still holes in this room of yours.

Vampire's Wine

2008-03-25T00:40:00.000-07:00

Take a sip of this wine of mine,

Together we bleed in crying torments.

Await till this daylight dies,

i shall embrace my truth.

Three cheers to the feast of wine,

together we bleed,

together we die.

the petals flew high above these skies,

torn to pieces at last,

the sun at fault.

Clean me up as the last gulp is

to me,to we,to us.

Flew so high those spirits above,

i crawled my way to the very sky above.

Reaching that glaring moon,

together,Cheers,cheers,cheers.

Playing With A Mannequin

2008-03-17T00:39:00.000-07:00

Playing with the mannequin,

a danger unknown,

a fun sold to the spades that conquered the moonlight.

Turned dark and tensed,

the joy of haunt,

the music taunts.

The controllings that sways,

a gentle touch,

your deadly days.

The mannequin,

a voodoo cursed,

lurking amongst the shadow.

Cried day light and burnt to ashes,its death.

The moonlight cries and awake my mannequin.

Let the game starts your journey.

As light fades off,

calling to nightmare.

Be my mannequin,

put your life at end.

3 Blooded Gifts

2008-03-16T00:37:00.000-07:00

Red eyes,White eyes.

Hollowed my grave with dark masquerades.

The chimes swayed and lullabies sung.

The strangers beside the coffin door and the darkness in mositure.

Swinging chains and set the flames a gaze,

thundering roars and lightning spears feared the room.

Running towards the glaring moon,

and came into two swirling typhoons.

Avoiding yet killed,

the gate shuts and imprisoned three winters i cried wolf.

Three came and saved me.

Away they ran,covered in blood.

Cried me rain to hail,

it stormed ablazed.

Getting through the black heart nights,

staring onto dark angels,

while forseeing those future.

Die Die Die!

A mannequin arrive to the hut of death,

Living those trees where satan prowls.

Slapped in tears,seven night it growls.

Killing the soul,

stabbing in cold heart,

a gesture starts.

Place your hand and clog your fears,

joining me will leave in no tears?

The candy flavoured in blood,

i ran away from mannequin.

Shadows cast over the heart that sorrowed.

Soaring and addicting like heroins.

Imprisoned inside,i had to live or die.

Swayed into the gloom,

unawaring what i’ve done.

Weakness it desired.

Winding higher above the clouds,

i flew and freed?

Lingered to nowhere,

just sat and cried wolf again.

Darkness by the side teared holes in light,

enraptured and burst to unwilling dreams that seems too light.

Dragged to the seventh hell i plead and claimed.

Eternity i burnt to ashes,

I should take and never leave?

three gifts in between light and dark,

My king,my lord.

And Around It Goes

2008-03-06T00:35:00.000-08:00

Around and around we go
Around our feelings or so
The time of us together
The time of us forever
Faking the truth to all the lies
Faking your beauty that dies
To all betrayers in life
To all sinners roll the dice
Where the night will dies
And you just wont stop living in your own lies
Craving your hatred
Craving you're my sacred
Living in a cold cave
deceiving me to my six foot grave
Will you ever make me smile again
Or will you just let everything falls in the rain
My spirit my core
My soul just soar
With a heartache in decease
Your my venom that i felt release
My hope to you is just so pale
But is my Impression of you just a tale
Your answers will soon to blown
As i lay dying in my own throne.

Like A Black Heart Of Yours

2008-03-05T00:34:00.000-08:00

Lift me high above the grounds,

ascend me to heaven and keep the prides high.

A hatred of yours,a foe of mine.

The darkness by their side,dedicated to pull us down .

The crust on earth and living nightmares with lies,

penetrating through my skin and into heart that dies.

A shadows lair is their lair,

im just an apprentice without those shares.

Places and places,

the eternity starlted and rose up to its peak.

Flying over those midnight skies and finding a place in hell.

The truth are well written in razors and daggers into a satanic bible.

I am you,you're never me,

to see a beloved one,

dragged out into the falling stars.

A pitched black heart,

telling a million myseries.

A never ending tragedy,

i then glanced over,

The glowing black heart of yours,

Everything turned back again.

The time stopped and should i make a change.

One Word,Silence

2008-03-03T00:33:00.000-08:00

Keep the silence going,

as nocturnal never dies.

Cries of the whispering chairs

and the lair in those burning glares.

Keen eyes and ripping nightmares,

i call you forth of the dealing stares.

As i lay dead,

summons blood that gives immortality to me.

Prince of nightmares,

endangered in scarceful pool of blood.

Painted in black and blown in ashes,

keep the silence on and watch those everlasting fears.

Screams and torments,

my slave,their fears.

Gallowed inbetween the howling moons,

Silver pierced through the lycans lair.

Picture paints a poetry of death,

lift those eyes and see through them.

In silence i gaze,I am you.

Pain and pain tears that never healed,

flavoured in blood.

Watching a life full of deaths between,

a mannequin's heart.

Keep the silence on and the future,

A Shadow's Lair.

A Living Mannequin

2008-02-29T00:32:00.000-08:00

Cries of the silver wolves,

in the midnight it hides in gaze.

Bluntly creatures wild the moisture of my sinful eyes.

The nightmares of my unholy deaths minions aside.

Lies my bloody mary,

sacrifice of her stained blood gown.

Spells of the living lies,

as roses turned black.

White! white! white!

Jewels in the glaring moon tonight,

and we shall embrace those that dies.

Awake on an abandoned church,

a graveyard,a living mannequin.

Heartless,emotionless,

it came closer to me.

Slashes of the ripping riper,

the mannequin to find you.

Burn in hell those ashes flew to heaven.

Thorns and ivys crust meaning adeath.

The light spoke too soon,

yet the darkness have its mind.

Light And Dark

2008-02-27T00:29:00.000-08:00

Fake ur lies in this hidden truth,

cold it gets till darkens to gloom.

My hatred,my lust,

my love,my entrust.

This mind won't be dying,

the lies from you will cry itself out.

Cries of the winter lies,

as death came by on and evening dusk.

Drying chips in that scarceful brain,

hating controls of the heavy rain.

Playing in those childhood days,

as those imagination gone insane!

Rising my death a way to light?

the true lovers never shall die.

The leaves of the oak tree falls to my own sins.

Learning your mannequin finishing my paints.

As i brought up the pride,

Kneel down those cries in your heart.

Are you one?

Purple pumpkins is toxicated to death,

Confused over the similar guess.

Its my light or its my dark?

The Ultimate One

2008-02-04T00:28:00.000-08:00

So where are those dreams that lie in my eyes?

Are those hopes just a mistake of the forgotten truth?

I started as the champion of my own kind and light gave me hope upon entering earth.

The childhood memories of all times,

the nightmare that lasted a lifetime,

and the love that needs my sacrifice.

Upon reaching my heart,

i bow down to my sins and never abandon and buried down my truth.

Life as myself creates a glow to lifes?

My mistakes,my darkness,my light?

Just a ripping nightmare!

He came down knocking to my door and handed me with three gifts.

I ripped them open just to find that they made me drown to my everlasting life.

Im just a mere mortal,

my life is never fair and arousing those nightmares,

the storm that is heading our way.

I tried to run but i got tired at last.

Was it a mistake?

Those darkness calls me from within.

Lending hands that i avoided

and wishing upon the pale blue well that lies in the heart of satan.

Bow down?

i cried upon the sirent bells.

As they sang their lullabies,

i was torn into pieces and nothing i saw upon the reflecting mirror.

The heart of Lucifer and the eye of Satan,

is there any mean to this?

This love like winter of my broken heart.

The bitter smile that never fades from that face of yours.

Shall i just swallow down this ecstacy that will leave me flying into the midnight skies?

The castle above the dark clouds of the howling moon.

Cherry blossoms in the boiling gas of my toxicated body,

i call down the above that cried me love.

You wrecked my heart.

Will those truth ever visible to your fucking self?!

The cries of midnight lies.

Lies,lies,lies

My baby telling my lies again.

A blood of mine pinned to four,

a family of mine a hell on fourth.

This never ending tragedies is never a fantasy in me,

drop me away as the wave flushes me with the tides.

Im lost in two dimensions.

The dark side and the fallen feather of the dark angel touched my dried heart.

I will run towards the path of my dreams and i will surely fall.

But how bad are those injuries?

I Will Not Runaway.

.::CurseD::.

Midnight Eyes

2007-08-07T23:59:00.000-07:00

The third eye opens as i see you standing by the second floor,

the midnight howls of the darkness in within the door.

The shadow dancing around playin games with me,

the devil's most fear of the bridal suicidal begging down to see.

My mannequin to live,

the satan inside just deceives,

the living nightmare of thy sake just burning from within.

The bloody thirst of the vampire's prowl,

to me he came,

the fangs which brings the suicide growls.

The envy will still remains in my soul,

as i came haunting you for my heart that you stole.

The mesmerizing fluid of your inner life,

i came to claim back,

cuz im the only fucking SOUL